Everything I try to do is mean.. I compliment someone they take offensively. I try to help someone they think im making fun of them. I can never do anything write.. Have you ever had the feeling you were alone? That feeling that eats you when your sitting by your self in a crowded place. Where you here laughter and see smiles. Yet you sit there. alone. blank. blank thoughts. blank feelings. a blank stare. It hurts.. Then after that you have that one friend who you see has had a bad day. so, you text/call them giving them advice or helpin them through it. But, then you go through a rough time and that one person you helped, you expect a message from. even if it just asks if you are okay. But you sit there and get nothing.. From no one.. You really learn who your friends are.